WORLDS WORST ATTITUDE THIS WEEK GOES TO…….
MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!! surprise surfreakenprise. (just a negative touch to an already negative post 
)
)if youre wondering why im wearing no make up and holding flowers.. i will explain.
i had 4 tests, 2 presentations, i did someones hair and it took ages and didnt even turn out how i wanted it to.. (it ended up being super cute in the end) but i had a miniature freak out and was thinking.. “thats it… im retired. im a retired hair dresser at age 21. im never touching hair ever again. I FREAKING HATE HAIR.” (i got over that pretty fast.. i love doing hair), and other random things happened that i wont bore you with.
p.s. sort of a lot of good things happened this week too which im really really happy about.. but for the sake of venting.. we wont go into those
tomorrow i leave for az and im going to be walking 60 miles for breast cancer… which will be 1000% amazing in every way shape and form..
but
a. im getting sick. my throat slightly hurt all week but today i woke up and it hurts to talk/swallow which makes me want to carry a cup around and spit into it just so i dont have to swallow and i have a fever.
b. the opportunity cost for going to az this weekend = over $300 of work PLUS i have to pay to get there… so yeah kinda stressed about that.
(mom and dad get ready to be PILFERED the crap out of… i have a pilfer list: toilet paper, paper towels, flour, sugar, spices, tooth paste, deodorant, basically anything that is obnoxious to spend money on. IM TAKING IT ALL!)
c. i feel like im spending 10 hours and $120 there, and then walking 60 miles, and spending another $120 to drive right back.
I KNOW I KNOW IM A BRAT AND BEING SO UNBELIEVABLY NEGATIVE
(which is why i went to the store, bought some flowers for myself, turned on the fire place, lit all the candles, and snuggled up and ate candy… my dream day. just missing a boy.)
i know i will have the most amazing experience.. and i know i will be so so happy i went, which is why im going in the first place and why i raised $2,300 to do it.
PLUS i get to see:
1. my papsy
2. my mama bear
3. my baby seest
4. my puppy burke
5. my tortoises chuck and garson
6. and last but not least…. my BESTESTTTTSSS share bear and leskie.
7. and my little munchies (hopefully) tacey and hayley
so overall im excited to go.. and i know this weekend will be perfect. and i get to spend 3 whole days with my bestest friend who i NEVER get to see. i just had to share my nonsense. feel much better now.
toodles.
can i have this fur jacket please? i want it for so many different reasons.
