right now its 4:45 am. what am i doing awake? no one knows. i always wake up in the middle of the night and cant sleep. i can never sleep. im a freaking insomniac.
my idea: someone should make a book entitled “14,000 things to do when you wake up in the middle of the night and cant sleep.. that dont involve eating your life away”because quite frankly- i can never get food off my mind and out of my mouth when i cant sleep. i just gravitate to the pantry and eat anything in sight thinking to myself the whole time “amber its okay, you HAVE to eat or else you wont be able to fall back asleep. food will help you sleep.” its unhealthy really. i decided to start blogging when i cant sleep instead…. im eating saltines and m&m’s at the same time but thats besides the point. here are some random pictures that i find to be very pretty and nice.
It’s ok i’m an insomniac too. I haven’t found a freaking job yet. Honestly it’s embarrassing! Am I that weird that no one will hire me!? It’s beginnning to become pathetic. Actually, it is pathetic!
rissa- so not pathetic! are you kidding ive been looking for a job for AGES in provo but im so picky when it comes to salons and there just arent any nice ones here! but seriously its so hard to find a job its absurd. theres way too many hair dressers in this world. but if i know of anyone in az who needs their hair done i will send them your way!